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Стать полиглотом — это моя мечта, потому что я хотел бы общаться со многими людьми со всего мира. Но обстоятельства иногда этого не позволяют. Давайте разберемся, каковы практические барьеры для сохранения в памяти нескольких языков.

Apr 03, 2026
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How to Define My Identity 2

What did I realize? I realized that the subjectivity of my perception is different from the external assessment of me. In fact, me subjectively almost never changes. I am the same person when I was

Mar 21, 2026
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How to Define My Identity

How to define my identity? Who am I? There are actually 2 answers. One is how I view myself. The second is how the world describes me. And I just view myself as a mundane,

Agency, Advocacy, and Aggression The modern world rewards self-advocacy, polite aggression and proactiveness, emotional detachment from failure, and direct, personalized contacting. Mathematically, as long as you are respectful and polite. If you stand up for

Mar 13, 2026
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Applying for Grad School in the US

I am thinking about applying for masters in CS in the US. It's already February. I thought about applying before but my mind was dominated by stress and the anxiety of failing classes. I applied

Mar 10, 2026
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Aesthetics

1 Aesthetics matter the most. 2 In the end everything disappears. And we are left with romantic fatalism. 3 We do not need cynicism and resentment. We need melancholy and tragedy. 4 Misfitting is a

Mar 06, 2026
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Fatalism and Choice

Fatalism and Choice The greatest problem in American Hollywood pop culture is that the hero possesses a rare skill, extremely talented, or "chosen" to save the world. In real life, you are not Harry Potter

На мой взгляд, жизнь состоит из 3 частей. Во-первых, это бюрократия, например: домашние задания, экзамены, регулярная стирка одежды, уборка дома, поиск жилья, ведение финансов и т. д. Мы должны выполнять этот минимум и не можем

Feb 28, 2026
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The Danger of Illusion

The biggest killer for motivation isn't laziness. In fact, if you have motivation, difficult tasks won't stop you. The biggest killer for motivation and drive is illusion. When I mean by illusion, I mean a

Feb 25, 2026
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Russian and Ukrainian Poems

Here are some Russian poets whom I am reading (or just playing in a loop in the background on YouTube) Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLq6la6nW5oxeKwAaqZOFf1O1tcgtYCXdY Some bloggers: ... (To be updated) Here are some Ukrainian poets Some bloggers: